Main 36 saal ka ho gaya hoon, aur pichle kai saalon se, ek mard hone ke naate, maine apni har takleef, har ehsaas ko andar hi dabana seekh liya tha. Humse expect kiya jaata hai ki hum mazboot rahenge, humein dard nahi hota. Jab bhi koshish ki kisi se baat karne ki, toh ya toh “I’m sorry” milta tha ek aurat se, ya phir “mard ban” jaisi nasihat. Sach kahoon toh, iss sab ne mere dimaag aur dil ko itna khokla kar diya tha ki main andar se poora toot chuka tha. Akelapan ek ghutan ban gaya tha, jisse nikalne ka koi raasta nazar nahi aata tha.
How Loneliness Pushed Me Into a Secret Gay Life
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